So, since the last time I posted, I have moved, worked on women's retreat stuff, had an appreciation dinner for the church board, a super bowl party, regular church stuff, and watched Zay three days this week. I don't know when life is going to slow down, but I wish it would soon. I am tired and need a break. I have absolutely no want to decorate this house, or spend time totally getting settled in. We have said a few times that we are going to buy a house, but we have been so busy we really haven't had time to move forward on any of it. =( I want it to happen yesterday! lol... I am not so good at being patient.
Anyway, I am struggling with why God gave me this talent to be able to sing, and to never really use it for anything. Any time I actually have an opportunity to do anything with it, the door gets slammed in my face. So why do I have this ability? Why is it something I love and am passionate about, and yet do not have the power or doors opened to me to do anything with it? I just don't understand... but I know that God has a plan and purpose for it, I just have to wait and see. Again on the patience thing. I know. Well, I am going to have to go feed my sons some dinner. Maybe I will be able to talk again tomorrow. ttyl, for now. val
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